Good question huh? It doesn’t matter what you are talking about, you can always put in the 3 year old “Why?” About once a month I do a gut check and ask myself a lot of why questions. Why are you a church planter? Why plant a church in Weston, FL? Why endure the stress? Why deal with the emotional and physical burden? Why take your family out of a comfortable life? Why put yourself the through the lonely nature of the job? Why take on the financial challenges? Why take on this daunting task? Why? Why? Why?
To be honest the main reason that I have never blogged about these incidents before is because I was not entirely comfortable with my answers. I was up very late the night before last because I figured if your 7 months into this thing, shouldn’t you be comfortable with why?
I am fairly confident that most church planters ask themselves similar questions. Maybe they are more comfortable with their position than I was so it maybe it isn’t as big a deal. One of the responses that I hear is that they have an undying passion to win lost souls to Jesus Christ. To lead people to the knowledge that Christ died for their sins and if they would accept Him as their redeemer then they don’t have to spend an eternity in Hell. You might say that you can fulfill that passion without planting a church and that is true. Statistically the most effective way to accomplish that goal is by planting a church. Why? Well the reason new churches are more effective than established churches is because a majority of the people in established churches hangs out with other “Christians”. I put Christians in quotes because if we are true Christ followers than we will desire to fulfill the great commission, which involves hanging out with heathens on their way to hell instead of being a part of Christ’s Country Club. You can’t lead who you don’t talk to. Anyways…I didn’t mean to get off track.
Some wannabe pastors start a new church so they don’t have to deal with taking an existing church with existing problems (a.k.a. – Christians) You know the rumor mills, church bosses, etc. While others feel that church planting is the natural transition after an extended stint as a youth pastor. There are some that are intrigued with the challenge and want to see if they can man or women up to the task. I am not sure how, but some are in it for the money. If you are one of those individuals please let me know how you are doing it. I am not interested in making it one of my motives but I sure could use some more money to do ministry.
So with all of those in mind I wrestled with myself and with God because I needed to get the why right. So let’s start from the bottom…
1. In it for the money – I am not going to get into details but my bank statement is all the proof that I need to know if that is my motive, I need to pack up and go home.
2. Thrill seeker – I like a good challenge as much as the next guy but if I wanted a thrill I would go try to ride a bull, or walk across almost any street in Weston during rush hour before I would start a church.
3. Disgruntled Youth Pastor – I did the whole Youth Pastor thing but I was a youth when I did it. At the age of 21 I couldn’t remember being that stupid as a teenager (I am sure I was, but I forgot) so I quit. I couldn’t relate and lost effectiveness. So like most Youth Pastors I matured my ministry to reach adults. There I was too young to get any respect and I didn’t realize that people were still stupid after they were old enough to buy beer.
4. Church boss anxiety – Can I tell you this was the direction I saw myself going. I had spent most of ministry in established churches. I understood the running your head into the block wall of tradition with every new idea. After enough headaches I still wasn’t sure how God was going to make my first church any easier but… I don’t know how it works inside of your denomination but if this was the route I went I would need to invest in good knee pads because much prayer would be required and a good helmet because I am partial to my head and face area. I have some other protective gear in mind but I digress.
5. It is an effective tool – I have bought into the statistics which have been morphed a thousand times by every speaker at every conference I have ever gone to on church planting. I don’t even know which are the accurate ones, if any are, but it all makes sense every time I hear it. With that said I still think that we can accomplish so much with personal evangelism. I don’t have to sacrifice my sanity to win the lost to Christ. You can accomplish the great commission on your job, at restaurants, with your neighbors, etc. So the stats aren’t my motive. If they were than south Florida is a great choice with the second highest unchurched population in the country. If you are going to go for it, go big.
6. Turn or burn – This is where it has always gotten pretty tricky for me every time I have these thoughts. Out of all the ones I listed this is the one that I want. When somebody gives you this answer, and you know that they are sincere, their zeal is infectious. It makes you want to go out right then and witness in the streets. I would like to say this is my motive but if I’m being honest some days, people suck. They are rude, crude, selfish, inconsiderate, life suckers that feed on the weak. (That includes me too some days.) There are days that I don’t like people, including myself, and my deepest concern is not their salvation. You now see why I didn’t blog about this because it is not exactly a great sales pitch for our church.
Well at our church I tell the truth and if we all told the truth I am sure you can relate that people are not the best motive. People let you down, they hurt you, and they steal from you physically, emotionally, spiritually and leave you for dead. (No, it wasn’t that bad of a day, I’m just painting a word picture.)
So why do I do it…it’s simple…because GOD ASKED ME. I don’t get emotional when I think of any of any other reasons why to do this but when I think that God asked ME… I fight off humble tears. Sure I want to see lives changed and people introduced to a heavenly alternative to hell, but I am scared to death to think what life would be outside of God’s will. I don’t know what happens when you tell God no on something of this magnitude. Sure I have done the wrong thing before but to tell Him NO…
Many days I awake to the daunting task of starting a church from scratch and I want to go back to Normalville. Then I remember the numerous confirmations, some that I asked for and some He sent because He knew I would have days of doubt. I remember that out of all of mankind He asked me and my family to come specifically to Weston, FL to start InDependence. I remember the day that He gave me the name as I stepped out of the shower. I remember His provision and on and on and on.
My motive is simple and on certain days rather selfish but God, wherever You lead me I will follow. I will lay every aspect of my being aside if it will in some way bring glory to Your name, even if that is only out of obedience to Your request.
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